November 22nd, 1963 Remembered
Yesterday marked the 50th anniversary of the assassination of John Fitzgerald Kennedy, the 35th President, in Dallas, Texas. Pretty much everyone in the US knows where they were on that day and what they were doing.
I had not been a huge supporter of Kennedy, but in my family even my slight praise met with some resistance from my father, who aways referred to JFK as "That good-for-nothing Irish son-of-the-rich." My dad's side of the family had little use for the Kennedys, mostly stemming from Joe, Senior, having gotten some plum Washington job that, it was felt, should have gone to my grandfather.
I guess, like most of the people my age - I had turned 19 the month before - I was somewhat taken with the whole "Ask not what your country can do for you . . ." ethos and the fact that Kennedy was a lot cooler than other national politicians. I expected great things from him and his administration.
So, on that day, I was in the upstairs bedroom of a duplex apartment, part of a mansion built as a summer house for members of the Astor family in Astoria, Queens. It was not quite as grand as it had been in its heyday, but it boasted a good-sized living room, a dining room and kitchen on the main floor, actually the 2nd floor, and two bedrooms on the top floor. It was affordable for a young single mom and her 2-year-old daughter.
I had met the woman who lived there the week before in Greenwich Village, at a small storefront coffee house called, rather grandiosely, "The Cafe World." I had been quickly introduced by a mutual friend. The woman and I sat and chatted between sets by several folksingers we both knew. Eventually, she asked if I'd like to see her haunted mansion. What young boy could resist a come-on like that from a dark, rather exotic looking woman, dressed in a style several years out of date, but not stylishly retro?
By the time that eventful Friday had rolled around, I'd spent a week with her, being taught, with patient tenderness and a good deal of skill, the art of pleasing a woman and being pleased. We had not actually consummated our relationship at that point.
It was early afternoon, sometime around 1:30 P.M. when the phone rang. My lady friend answered, spoke for a moment and put the phone down. "Turn on the TV," she said, "DG said that Kennedy has been shot."
Sure enough, anywhere you looked on the dial, the news people were talking of nothing else. It came in fragments, nothing like the way we get our news today. There was no live or even taped coverage of the entire motorcade, there were no cameramen rushing to the hospital, none of that. Just the news men, Cronkite, Huntley, Rather and others getting unconfirmed reports, tearing off flash bulletins from the AP and UPI teletypes. My lady friend and I sat at the edge of the bed, holding hands and with shocked expressions on our faces.
Then, at around 2 P.M. Eastern time, the news came that President Kennedy, despite heroic efforts of the staff at Parkland Hospital, had succumbed to his wounds. We looked at one another, I got up and turned off the TV, and in some unconscious human need for comfort and a restoration of some normalcy, we consummated our week-long bout of instruction and foreplay.
There was little else on television that weekend. Lots of pictures of Kennedy and his family from earlier days, coverage of LBJ being sworn in on Air Force One, with the widow of the late President standing near. There were even moments of silence and solemn music. The nation was in mourning.
I have been teased by some of my friends who said that it took a natural tragedy to get me to shed my virginity. After that day, nothing was the same, not for me or for any of us. It was, in truth, a loss of innocence in a great many ways. Fifty years ago. It seems like a lifetime and and yet only yesterday. The lady is dead, I am in my 70th year. And the world is a very, very different place than it was on that day in 1963.
Saturday, November 23, 2013
Friday, November 1, 2013
Frightening Read - The Enemies Trilogy - Foreign and Domestic
I've read books of all kinds since I began reading over my mother's shoulder. The school administration at McDonough #9 in New Orleans were annoyed with my mother for having taught me to read before I entered kindergarten, but it wasn't really Mom's fault. I basically taught myself.
Recently a friend sent me a list of free books at Amazon for the Kindle. Among them I found a novel by Matthew Bracken called Castigo Cay, a slightly futuristic speculative adventure story mostly set aboard a sailing vessel in the waters off the South Florida coast ( A worthwhile read with similar themes) there was a list of the author's previous work at the end, including a trilogy that began with Foreign and Domestic, whose title comes from the oath taken by so many of us to defend the Constitution against all enemies, foreign and domestic.
The book is the first in what is called The Enemies Trilogy. F&D is set in the present, in the area around Washington, D.C., an area I used to know somewhat from having been stationed there twice in my service with the Army. Bracken gives you a strong sense of place, with great descriptions you feel would allow you to find all of the locations. He tells a story about a small group of ordinary people who get caught up in a plan by a small group within the BATF&E to gain favor with the administration and enhance their standing within the Federal Law Enforcement community. They do that by perverting their mission and breaking their oaths to the Constitution.
The frightening thing about this book is how plausible the conspiracy at the center of the plot is, given current events. I've had to read it in small increments because the believability of the plot tends to get my blood pressure up to dangerous levels. I can see it all happening just as Bracken has written it.
The splinter group of rogue federal cops uses the technique of "plausible culpability" to further the agenda so many in the real-world current administration have put forward, that gun owners and "constitutional nut jobs" pose a threat. They use "false-flag" operations, which lead to draconian anti-gun laws and it gets worse from there. Anyone who reads the news will see parallels and possibilities aplenty here.
Bracken creates believable, human characters, heroes and villains alike, and, unlike many male-oriented novels, writes strong female characters, equal to their male counterparts.
If you are interested in how the present increase in federal power, the strong anti-Constitution agenda of the administration, the ever-greater militarization of law enforcement, especially at the federal level might play out at worst-case-scenario levels, thus book and the two that follow, which I am eager to read, will be to your liking.
To say much more would get us into spoiler country. If you've read Foreign and Domestic and want to discuss it or comment on this blog, I am on Facebook as well as here.
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Life at the Cellular Level
No, this isn't some esoteric treatise on biology. It's about my experience with cellular telephones. The first time I had access to a mobile cellular phone was as a field supervisor for a security company. Because we had a contract with an alarm company to provide armed response, and no central dispatch, the field supervisors got to lug around this hefty piece of technology that was almost the size of a military man-pack radio like the AN/PRC-77 we used in Vietnam.
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In the military, there was usually someone to tote the 13+ pound PRC-77 around for you. I got to carry my own phone. We weren't supposed to use it for anything but alarm response calls, but since it was our only link to the office, it got used, with explanations and justifications, for other things as well. When I went to another security firm, that anchor was a part of my past.
I by-passed the classic brick phone for a Motorola MicroTac, which looked like the communicator in Star Trek. (Not an accident, I later learned. A Motorola engineer I met doing tours told me that they used the familiar form factor to make adoption easier.)
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We started using the Motorolas in the Institutional Police and officers were able to get them for their own use at the same price and with the same deal as the City, so I ended up with two of them, one for department use -- all of us on "special details" got one -- and one for personal use. When I left the IP, I quit using mine and it sits in a box somewhere with a couple of spare batteries and the charger.
I managed to live without a cell phone for a few years, but I did buy a Palm III to keep information, calendar and so forth upgrading to a slimmer Palm (actually a Handspring Visor Edge, a Palm-compatible device. Handspring was acquired by Palm shortly thereafter.) I got a great deal, since they were offering a deep discount if you gave your older Palm device to someone and they filled out the paperwork. I gave mine to my girlfriend Ana (now my wife) but she never used it.
And then I was forced back into the cell phone world. When I started driving for California Jeep Tours, the boss was surprised to learn I didn't have a cell phone. I told him that I had been encumbered with a radio and two cell phones as well as a couple of pagers when I was a cop and wanted no part of the tethered world, thanks all the same. One day, he handed me a small cell phone the size of a bar of soap. I was back in the cellular world
At some point, I realized that carrying two electronic devices -- my Visor Edge PDA and the cell phone -- made little sense, and I bought a Palm Centro, their latest smart phone, in 2007. I had expected that I could just port all my Visor Edge information over to the Centro, but that wasn't going to happen since the OS on my old Visor was one generation too old for that.
I kept the Palm Centro-- and the service -- even after business slowed down and I was seldom needed to drive. I will confess to a rather selfish act. I kept the service with AT&T even after I moved to New Mexico, meaning but never getting around to changing over my service and getting a New Mexico number. And then, a month ago, my service ended. I wasn't all that surprised and can't fault my former boss for terminating my service. I had what I called my "Census burn phone" a Virgin Mobile phone I got when I was taking census back in 2010, so I bought some minutes, reactivated it and began the search for a new service and solution.
I wanted to keep my Palm Centro. I had a lot of information on it, much of it no longer relevant, but enough that was to want to keep it in use. My old service -- and Ana's -- was with AT&T, so we looked to them first. Now, the serious drawback to the Centro is that it has a terrible browser, so I never used it to search the web. But because it is a smartphone, AT&T made a data plan at $20 a month mandatory. There was, apparently, no way around it. They also wanted a chunk of change to move Ana's service from California to New Mexico with a delay of a week or more. Needless to say, we were both . . . miffed, perhaps? Only more than that.
One of the providers would sell me a SIM card to unlock my Centro, but, again, since it was a smartphone and technically capable of going on-line, they all wanted to make me take a data plan, even if I never used it. If I was going to have to pay for a data plan, I wanted to be able to use it, and that meant a phone with a significantly better browser. I was looking at Android phones, but they were pricey. And then I saw the LED signage at the "cricKet" store near us advertising "Free Android Phones." Well, free under certain circumstances. And it looked as if it would apply to us, although it wasn't going to be free for the phone I wanted. But at the discounted price, if I ported my phone number from Virgin, it was a good deal.
Well, for some reason, which no one can explain, my number wasn't portable. But, I was told, the discount will hold. We'll see. It seems that one of the salespeople and the manager are of different opinions on the matter. And when Ana decided to upgrade to an Android phone, we got a run-around and she decided against it.
So, I find the Samsung Vitality smartphone I chose is pretty amazing, compared to what I was used to. When I came out from California with my stepson, Chris, he with an iPhone, I suffered a bit from phone -- and app -- envy. The Samsung does most of what his iPhone does, enough for me, at any rate. It is so far in advance of my old Palm Centro that I don't care that it lags behind the curve and isn't cutting edge. It does what I want, cost -- it would seem -- a reasonable amount and has enough "coolness" factor to keep me happy for some time.
Friday, March 16, 2012
Listening for a Sound That Won't Be There
Six years ago I wrote a piece for the Lew Rockwell site. Recently, I got a request from a gentleman in Romania, asking to be allowed to translate the piece into Romanian. I gave my permission. Below is the original piece. Here is a link to the translation: http://webhostinggeeks.com/science/lewrockwell-comorig-ro
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Tuesday, December 6, 2011
When you declare war, what you get are soldiers, not cops
Many years ago, one of our Presidents, it might have been Johnson (actually, Jamie, it was Nixon, in 1971; sorry) declared a "War on Drugs." The dynamic of law enforcement was set on a new path -- or back on an old one reminiscent of the days of prohibition and anti-labor activities. In some places, it began even earlier. Not long after I was discharged from the Army, I was living in Greenwich Village, on MacDougal Street, sort of the Main Street of the Beat/Hippie/Folkie world at the time. I was managing a coffeehouse across the street that was, at that time, known as "The Cafe Feenjon" but had existed since the late '50s as "The Commons, "The Fat Black Pussycat" and perhaps other names now forgotten, at least by me.
Now all of this is to set the stage for a bit of history. In the late '60s -- I left the Army in September of '69 and moved to New York in early '70 to place it all in a chronological context -- the civil rights movement was taking a decidedly un-civil shift. There were the Black Panthers, The Black Liberation Army, The Symbionese Liberation Army and other, lesser-known Black radical groups and a lot of fringe folk with no real ties to any group, just a serious case of the mads with white people. In NYC, cops were being killed in larger numbers than anyone could remember. The Mafia pretty much had a rule that cops were off the table as targets because a cop-killing brought a lot of heat down in an area and often right into the middle of a healthy business operation. This was not a Good Thing. But the Black Militants had no such scruples. In one instance, in 1972, an undercover police officer was fatally shot at the #7 Mosque of the Black Muslims in Harlem. Two cops, one black and one white, were gunned down on the outskirts of the Polo Grounds Projects, a public Housing development on the site of the old NY Giant's baseball stadium -- and one-time polo field. The NYPD, fearing a continuation of what had been dubbed "The Long Hot Summer" re-energized the Tactical Patrol Force, originally created in 1959 to deal with a rise in crime rates.
By the time the unit was brought up to strength, staffed by young men, six feet tall and athletic in build, the City had cooled down and the incidents of the previous year seemed to be part of history. Once re-activated, however, TPF had to be used and it was, including in several incidents where a situation was created by officers in the target precinct triggering the call-out of TPF. They were also used for "crowd control" including keeping weekend foot traffic in Greenwich Village moving. They were not popular with many of the locals. I had a friend who served, for a time, with TPF until their use in incidents provoked to justify the use of TPF finally got to him.
Not long after, even small towns began to get "tougher on crime" and the feds were right there with Vietnam War surplus equipment. Many were offered helicopters and those that could field a pilot and a place to tie the 'copter down took the government up on their offer. As I said, war had been declared on drugs and the federal government, long unable to really make much of a dent in the drug trade, enlisted local law enforcement in numerous task forces and gave them military-surplus equipment with which to fight that war.
LAPD created SWAT in 1967 in response to the rise in racial tension during the Watts riots in 1965. (http://www.policemag.com/Videos/Channel/SWAT/2010/04/LAPD-s-Chief-Gates-on-Creation-of-SWAT.aspx is a brief comment on the formation of SWAT by Retired Chief Daryl Gates.) SWAT is, in a very limited fashion, a useful tool when dealing with barricaded subjects, violent, armed offenders and the like. But, as was true of TPF, once you have the tool, the tendency of bureaucrats is to use the tool in order to justify the expense.
Much is made in the press and the blogosphere of police departments getting what they always seem to call "tanks" but are usually armored personnel carriers of some type. Armored vehicles can serve a very useful, even critical, function in law enforcement. When dealing with the situations described just above, having a mobile armored base from which to operate or with which to move on a subject who is armed can be critical. It can save lives, allowing the officers to shield emergency responders while they remove an injured person. However, using an armored vehicle to serve every warrant? Along with the full SWAT team? Nah, I don't think so. But, they do.
There were a couple of Facebook postings recently from a friend -- who I would say is a trifle to the left of me on many subjects -- about the recent bestowing of military equipment as freebies to local cops. One is this, http://www.businessinsider.com/program-1033-military-equipment-police-2011-12#ixzz1fhfo82jd. The other was http://www.thedaily.com/page/2011/12/05/120511-news-militarized-police-1-6/
In the second story, one of the recipients of the federal largess, Chief of Police Bill Partridge, who heads a 50-officer department in Oxford, Ala., said “If you’re quick on the trigger on the Internet, usually you can get what you want,” Partridge said, noting his department visited the program’s website “weekly or daily” to check for gear. “My philosophy is that I’d rather have it and not need it than need it and not have it.”
The problem here being that recent history has shown us that "having it" is almost a guarantee of "using it" sooner or later and not always in the most appropriate manner.
I like "big boy" toys. I have been a shooter most of my life, from about eight, when I went to the shooting galleries in Times Square and Coney Island to pop targets in the arcades with .22 Shorts fired from old rifles. I like things that go whir and clank and bang as much as the next guy, and when I got to shoot fully-automatic weapons on some one else's dime at a conference in Seattle, I was a happy camper. All that said, I find the militarization of our police, to the extent to which it has progressed since the late '50s, is just plain wrong and it is also counter-productive. Cops have, as the articles mention, become pretty much an occupying army, distanced from the community they are supposed to serve.
I wore the nearly ubiquitous black battle-dress uniform and high-top boots, carried a high-capacity semi-auto pistol in a large caliber -- .45 ACP -- and was trained on other weapons, as well. There was a riot helmet in my locker and a 36-inch riot baton as well. I always wore my vest, even when I worked plain-clothes. But I was available to talk to the people who worked on my beat at the county hospital or the mental health clinics or, prior to that in the housing projects and the county welfare offices. I didn't let down my guard, but I tried, consistent with that, to be open and available to the people with whom I dealt. I had learned the concept of "Community Oriented Policing" long before it became a buzzword for a federally-funded program from a beat cop who worked in the 6th Precinct and patrolled the streets of Greenwich Village in the late '60s. Jimmy was approachable, pleasant to deal with and alert to what was going on. He was in stark contrast to the TPF cops who lorded it over the citizens, bohemian and tourist alike, on those crowded summer streets.
There is a major fundamental difference between the police and soldiers, although both are armed and may use similar equipment. The police, ideally, keep the peace and arrest wrong-doers. Soldiers maintain peace by killing the enemy and occupying territory. There is a huge difference. So, while I can see the need for some of the military-grade tools that local cops are getting and using today, I think a lot more discretion needs to be exercised in their use and a lot less use made of some if it.
When you declare war, what you get are soldiers, not cops
Many years ago, one of our Presidents, it might have been Johnson (actually, Jamie, it was Nixon, in 1971; sorry) declared a "War on Drugs." The dynamic of law enforcement was set on a new path -- or back on an old one reminiscent of the days of prohibition and anti-labor activities. In some places, it began even earlier. Not long after I was discharged from the Army, I was living in Greenwich Village, on MacDougal Street, sort of the Main Street of the Beat/Hippie/Folkie world at the time. I was managing a coffeehouse across the street that was, at that time, known as "The Cafe Feenjon" but had existed since the late '50s as "The Commons, "The Fat Black Pussycat" and perhaps other names now forgotten, at least by me.
Now all of this is to set the stage for a bit of history. In the late '60s -- I left the Army in September of '69 and moved to New York in early '70 to place it all in a chronological context -- the civil rights movement was taking a decidedly un-civil shift. There were the Black Panthers, The Black Liberation Army, The Symbionese Liberation Army and other, lesser-known Black radical groups and a lot of fringe folk with no real ties to any group, just a serious case of the mads with white people. In NYC, cops were being killed in larger numbers than anyone could remember. The Mafia pretty much had a rule that cops were off the table as targets because a cop-killing brought a lot of heat down in an area and often right into the middle of a healthy business operation. This was not a Good Thing. But the Black Militants had no such scruples. In one instance, in 1972, an undercover police officer was fatally shot at the #7 Mosque of the Black Muslims in Harlem. Two cops, one black and one white, were gunned down on the outskirts of the Polo Grounds Projects, a public Housing development on the site of the old NY Giant's baseball stadium -- and one-time polo field. The NYPD, fearing a continuation of what had been dubbed "The Long Hot Summer" re-energized the Tactical Patrol Force, originally created in 1959 to deal with a rise in crime rates.
By the time the unit was brought up to strength, staffed by young men, six feet tall and athletic in build, the City had cooled down and the incidents of the previous year seemed to be part of history. Once re-activated, however, TPF had to be used and it was, including in several incidents where a situation was created by officers in the target precinct triggering the call-out of TPF. They were also used for "crowd control" including keeping weekend foot traffic in Greenwich Village moving. They were not popular with many of the locals. I had a friend who served, for a time, with TPF until their use in incidents provoked to justify the use of TPF finally got to him.
Not long after, even small towns began to get "tougher on crime" and the feds were right there with Vietnam War surplus equipment. Many were offered helicopters and those that could field a pilot and a place to tie the 'copter down took the government up on their offer. As I said, war had been declared on drugs and the federal government, long unable to really make much of a dent in the drug trade, enlisted local law enforcement in numerous task forces and gave them military-surplus equipment with which to fight that war.
LAPD created SWAT in 1967 in response to the rise in racial tension during the Watts riots in 1965. (http://www.policemag.com/Videos/Channel/SWAT/2010/04/LAPD-s-Chief-Gates-on-Creation-of-SWAT.aspx is a brief comment on the formation of SWAT by Retired Chief Daryl Gates.) SWAT is, in a very limited fashion, a useful tool when dealing with barricaded subjects, violent, armed offenders and the like. But, as was true of TPF, once you have the tool, the tendency of bureaucrats is to use the tool in order to justify the expense.
Much is made in the press and the blogosphere of police departments getting what they always seem to call "tanks" but are usually armored personnel carriers of some type. Armored vehicles can serve a very useful, even critical, function in law enforcement. When dealing with the situations described just above, having a mobile armored base from which to operate or with which to move on a subject who is armed can be critical. It can save lives, allowing the officers to shield emergency responders while they remove an injured person. However, using an armored vehicle to serve every warrant? Along with the full SWAT team? Nah, I don't think so. But, they do.
There were a couple of Facebook postings recently from a friend -- who I would say is a trifle to the left of me on many subjects -- about the recent bestowing of military equipment as freebies to local cops. One is this, http://www.businessinsider.com/program-1033-military-equipment-police-2011-12#ixzz1fhfo82jd. The other was http://www.thedaily.com/page/2011/12/05/120511-news-militarized-police-1-6/
In the second story, one of the recipients of the federal largess, Chief of Police Bill Partridge, who heads a 50-officer department in Oxford, Ala., said “If you’re quick on the trigger on the Internet, usually you can get what you want,” Partridge said, noting his department visited the program’s website “weekly or daily” to check for gear. “My philosophy is that I’d rather have it and not need it than need it and not have it.”
The problem here being that recent history has shown us that "having it" is almost a guarantee of "using it" sooner or later and not always in the most appropriate manner.
I like "big boy" toys. I have been a shooter most of my life, from about eight, when I went to the shooting galleries in Times Square and Coney Island to pop targets in the arcades with .22 Shorts fired from old rifles. I like things that go whir and clank and bang as much as the next guy, and when I got to shoot fully-automatic weapons on some one else's dime at a conference in Seattle, I was a happy camper. All that said, I find the militarization of our police, to the extent to which it has progressed since the late '50s, is just plain wrong and it is also counter-productive. Cops have, as the articles mention, become pretty much an occupying army, distanced from the community they are supposed to serve.
I wore the nearly ubiquitous black battle-dress uniform and high-top boots, carried a high-capacity semi-auto pistol in a large caliber -- .45 ACP -- and was trained on other weapons, as well. There was a riot helmet in my locker and a 36-inch riot baton as well. I always wore my vest, even when I worked plain-clothes. But I was available to talk to the people who worked on my beat at the county hospital or the mental health clinics or, prior to that in the housing projects and the county welfare offices. I didn't let down my guard, but I tried, consistent with that, to be open and available to the people with whom I dealt. I had learned the concept of "Community Oriented Policing" long before it became a buzzword for a federally-funded program from a beat cop who worked in the 6th Precinct and patrolled the streets of Greenwich Village in the late '60s. Jimmy was approachable, pleasant to deal with and alert to what was going on. He was in stark contrast to the TPF cops who lorded it over the citizens, bohemian and tourist alike, on those crowded summer streets.
There is a major fundamental difference between the police and soldiers, although both are armed and may use similar equipment. The police, ideally, keep the peace and arrest wrong-doers. Soldiers maintain peace by killing the enemy and occupying territory. There is a huge difference. So, while I can see the need for some of the military-grade tools that local cops are getting and using today, I think a lot more discretion needs to be exercised in their use and a lot less use made of some if it.
Friday, November 11, 2011
Eleven, Eleven, Eleven
It's Veterans Day, again. When I was working, it was one of the few holidays I took off. Of course, when I was a cop, holidays were too lucrative to take off. Under our old contract, we got paid for the day regardless if we took it off or worked. If we did work, we got paid at time-and-a-half, so the temptation to whore the overtime was great. I wasn't as bad as some, but I worked almost all the paid holidays, taking off only Veteran's Day and my birthday, which I took as a floating holiday. Today, I asked Ana, my wife, if I could sleep in. I prepped potatoes for home-fries last night and, except for fending off the ravenous cat at 5 AM, I got my wish. Of course, since I seldom sleep more than four or six hours these days, I'd been up at three something and was reading until nearly six, but I turned the light off and rolled over before Ana's alarm went off at seven.
What I was reading was the account of one soldier's experience in Iraq back in the early days of the Iraq War. John Crawford, a National Guard sergeant with prior service in the 101st Airborne, arrived in Iraq with the first invasion forces and ended up spending a year and a half in Baghdad. His stories, episodic and reading as if he was telling them over beers or a campfire, were oddly familiar. His experiences mirrored those of so many of my contemporaries who had served in Vietnam, complete with the crushing boredom, terrible living conditions, horrible weather and, if you substitute sand for the tropical muck of Southeast Asian, a familiar environment, hostile to people, especially those raised in the US of A.
The other feat similarity is that the command authority -- the Chain of Command -- has learned just about nothing about how to fight an unconventional enemy in the intervening years. His take on officers rings with a familiar tone to that which I heard from troops who spent far more time in Vietnam than I did. I was there briefly, up close to the DMZ, near Hue at a place called Phu Bai. The Army Security Agency had a forward listening post there to monitor the Lao Neutralist forces when they shifted too far East for our radio net in Thailand to reliably pick up. I was never actually in combat there -- the First Marine Division had it pretty well secured and we were in their area of operations when we were there, but many of the Marines with whom I spoke had.
Our library -- the one named for Tony Hillerman, our own Erna Ferguson Library being remodeled -- had a display of books about the military on a table. I picked up Crawford's The Last True Story I Will Ever Write and the story of the formation of Delta Force by Eric Haney, one of the founding members of Delta. I figured that I could forgo John Ringo's military Sci-Fi novels for a bit and read something real. Of course, Ringo, himself an Airborne veteran, he of the 82nd, writes stories that ring quite true, even if they are set in far off places in future times or in a former Soviet Georgia that is mostly created out of his imagination, but also rings true.
I left the Army in the fall of 1969, before my 25th birthday. I was angry at the great green machine for a variety of reasons and had determined not to re-enlist, although they dangled some nice incentives, including a shot at Warrant Officer's school in six months after a promotion to staff sergeant. I actually had to think about that for a few minutes before turning it down. I'd had enough of Army life and was under the misapprehension that civilian life would be vastly different. When I was drafted, in '65, I had only had a small taste of adult life. I turned 21 in basic training at Fort Dix and most of the time between graduating high school had been spent in activities I had chosen more for pleasure than for gain. I went to classes at Columbia, not fully enrolled, but auditing classes with the intention of doing so,. I'd been accepted, but wasn't sure what I wanted to do. While I pondered, the local draft board was deciding to make my choice for me.
Basic training did a decent job of scraping the civilian veneer off me and re-plating me with Army green, at least a surface coat. Inside I was still me, but I could pass for a soldier. With some they did a better job, getting to the marrow of some of my generation and really making them GIs through and through. From what I have read, the military has been far better -- perhaps since Roman times -- at creating soldiers from civilians than they have been at turning them back into civilians when their time of service -- be it two years, a three-year-hitch, four years like mine or a career of twenty years -- was up. We now have a nice, neat medical term for the results called Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, or PTSD for short. It manifests differently in people and some are only mildly affected by it. But, in the worst cases, it can lead to suicide, homicide, alcoholism, drug-dependence, homelessness and a host of other ills.
I lost track of the number of homeless wrecks with whom I dealt as a cop at the Hospital who were genuine veterans with PTSD. There were some poseurs for sure, but far more with stories that rang true and with that look in their eye and tone in their voice that spoke of having seen things they couldn't unsee but wished they could.
Recently, Ana's office hired a new person to handle billing, mostly dealing with the insurance carriers, including Medicare, that pays for the most of their client's treatment for a variety of mental ills. He is a young man, in his late twenties, a disabled and medically retired veteran of the Iraq war. He, like so many of his contemporaries -- and like John Crawford -- entered the military mostly to have a shot at a better education after their hitch was up. The commercials on TV and the print ads speak loudly and grandly of all the benefits that are there for only a few years of your time. It's an All-Volunteer military, unlike the mixed-bag when I served. Inducements are needed. But, almost like the case that led to the Bonus Army after WW I, many of these promises have not been kept or have been kept at greatly reduced rates. This young man had his stipend reduced and had to find a full-time job and reduce his college time drastically. So much for the promises.
The news is quick to pick up stories of the worst cases, the junkies, still wearing parts of their issue uniforms when they are found OD'd in some dark place. Or when they can't deal with the very different pace and stress of civilian life and act, as they had been trained, with quick violence, often against a loved one. But these are the worst cases and perhaps nothing could have been done for them. In my opinion, the military, the VA didn't really try as hard as they could. The government has been quick to cut benefits to veterans in tight economic times. Even Bush, who was himself sort of a veteran, did it and our current community-organizer-in- chief, with no experience of the military, has done even more. He gives lip-service in thanking our troops, but has kept them at the sharp end far longer than he promised and has done little to improve the lot of those returning, after innumerable stop-loss extensions, to civilian life.
So, on this day we remember those who served -- and I remember, vaguely, when it was still Armistice Day, celebrated on this day to commemorate the end of World War One at the eleventh hour of the eleventh day of the eleventh month of 1918. I know the significance of the poppies handed out for a donation to a veteran's organization, symbols of all of those fallen in the poppy fields in Flanders.
I ask you to write to your congress critter and ask them what they are doing for veterans beside mouthing noble words. And I ask you to remember someone you knew who isn't there because they fell in service to their country.
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